Showing posts with label Emotional ARGHHH. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Emotional ARGHHH. Show all posts

Friday, June 17, 2011

>:(

花儿的梦,已经破碎。

Sunday, January 16, 2011

About the U.Star

I've been away from blogging for quite a few days. Almost one week, and there's nothing new here except of seeing the Green Hornet post again and again when you viewed my blog. I know that. Cuz I tried that too when i was trying to let myself to have the inspiration to blog again when i viewed my blog everyday and also to increase my blog visitor's traffic wtf.

Not that I have nothing special happened in this week, I did actually. I went to my campus orientation day to promote my new joined program, PMP (Peer Mentoring Program). That day was my first day back to campus after the semester break for 3 weeks. The highway condition was sucks! The traffic jammed to the max, and I had late for it during that day. See, my mood has been spoiled.

Everyone were so planned to wear Utar shirt on that day which happened that I wore the wrong shirt, the only one. My mood lagi spoiled. T_T

So, I have no mood to blog. *emo*

The semester result was out on the same day. Guess what.

I have no mood to blog AGAIN!!! *emo emo*

PMS period. The best period for the pimples to see the sunlight, this time is on my forehead, last time used to grow on my face areas. During PMS, i don't know from where my appetite will become so good, i get hungry so easily. I ate a lot recently! and my whole body become fatter. T_____________T I hope it can back to normal when my period really visited me.

I was not planning to blog again. *emo emo emo*

The whole week of this week, I am also busy for another job of mine.  I guess that I never tell you guys that I am one of the event committee member of the UStar Singing Competition organized by the 3 music clubs of the campuses in Klang Valley.I tell you, really not easy to do this event!!!

Yes, I'm in the sponsorship department and I'm busy looking for the target sponsor companies that interested in this event and editing the letter too. LOL, looked like I am telling you all with all sorts of things here to prove that I actually did my work and I am a resposible person :)

So happened that the one who reading my blog now is interested to know about the event, please click U.STAR Singing Competition 2011 and U.STAR Audition

This is the promote video of this event.


To all who like to sing and also from UTAR, please don't hide yourself. Come to the audition!
Live your dream, Shine your life!

Have a nice day all.
xoxo

p/s: I wasted my 12 bucks on the empty and useless discs. Why I am always unlucky? T.T

Saturday, November 20, 2010

B&S stand for bisi and setieruss

Webcam Pic with Sam @ OldTown XP


Yeah, i knew that since don't know how many billions years ago I didn't bake a new tart here.

I AM BUSY!!!
STRESS!!!

Tired. Painful. Stressful. Emo.

I think i will get better few days later, coz all the assignments have to done by this weekends.

Thankiu very much. Bye!

xoxo

Monday, August 2, 2010

Four-leaf clover

Faced so many bad circumstances recently. Many things didn't happen as what i'd plan.

Four-leaf clover, it's believed to carry good lucks to the people who found it accidentally.

According to legend ( I think the clover has its own legend about N years ago), each leaf represents something. The first is for hope, the second is for faith, the third is for love, and the fourth is for luck.

I'm not greedy, i am craving for the first leaf only. What i need now is hope!!! I hope all the bad luck go away far far far from me and never ever some back again.

I also hope that...... Not really want to reveal my hopes here, because mostly what your hopes or wishes that you want to be granted wouldn't be granted so easily if there are many people know about your hopes or wishes, but i really hope there is one day come to me.

Mood meter: Sad

Tuesday, July 27, 2010

Real truth behind PMS

PMS= PreMenstrual Syndrome= some disorder characterized by a set of hormonal changes that can affect you physically, psychologically and emotionally before you're having period.

I'm not going to tell you all about what the hell is PMS in this entry but i'm going write something that's happened to me during every PMS. If u don't even bother what i'm facing now, u may leave, so that you wouldn't get bored. Thanks :)

Read at your own risk:
Yeah, true. I think i'm facing pms problem now. I know all those hormonal changes that cause by pms are actually happened on me physically and emotionally. I don't think i suffered from psychological now because whatever I thought is still awesome all the time, so there's no any, specific or particular psychological effect on me! (If the needs and wants to eat more than normal day i do also counted, then i think yes) :D

I did suffered quite a number of physical problem all the time, having pimples all around my face, being fatty from the day i was born and having a retarded face :/ maybe these problems are not only obvious during pms but all the time too :)

As for emotional problem, i don't know why actually i do get angry, pissed off and cry few days ago before my period come. It is a fate?? I will meet one of the listed stupid emotional problems at least for EVERY menstrual cycle.Why har?

Someone had said, have the problems above is normal, this is because the hormones inside your body is changing during pms. Is it hormone change then i have to get angry? Angry will make our body cells die faster and so our appearance will looked more old, more pimples popped out and as for me, become more retarded.

If there is no any main "volcano" factor that make me angry, why do i get angry with nothing?? for what?!

What i want to say is someone who is so kia por asking something nonsense that i do not like to answer, i purposely slammed the door to get rid of the someone because the reason is, i want to let the someone know that i'm angry with the words came out from the someone's mouth!! not because of the emotional problem that i'm having during pms!!! My mood is actually good for the whole day until the someone spoiled it.

I decided to have a mood meter everytime i update my blog if i remember lar :)

Mood Meter : Angry
  

Friday, July 9, 2010

OH!! Oh!!! oh!!!

I just discovered one of the features of my hp has been utilized to the fullest recently.

It's useful because it can remind you about some important things all the time whenever you look at your hp. :)

Yeas!! The little small notes in my phone has been become my closest mummy, that can keep on remind me to do this and that. Fyi, it's not annoyed you at the same time :)

These are so much things I have to do during this weekend.
Deadline: 48 hours later
T.T

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I'm gonna shout out all the stress in front of my laptop now!!!!

But now have to football fever!!! Yay! Final coming :)
Holland vs Spain.... if i'm not wrong ;P
*i very busy wan, no time to watch all the matches wan*

Snap this patung picture in my aunt's house :P
Waka waka eh eh!!!!

Thursday, July 8, 2010

Mist Over

Started a feeling of unsecure towards my degree. Especially for journalism, all my painstaking efforts are only 1 mark-worth in return. "I can't accept lor"

Did a psycho test about my future career many days ago, the result showed that I'm more suitable to be a professional such as doctor, lawyer, engineer bla bla bla rather than be involved in creative field. I'm wondering did I choose the right path? Can I survive in those mass media industries? But i'm definitely not interested in those medicine, law, chemistry or physics... I have no idea... :*(

Tomorrow have english and japanese tests, got to prepare for these 2... hmmm, small test?! Btw, the marks surely gonna have a big effect on my CGPA.