The one about 38

At home,

nothing to do,

feel fun,

i went to measure my height, my weight n my size;

result came out,

height normal,

weight also consider normal for me

BUT

i got 38 inches for *** (secret)

it was damn freaking fat for me,

i can't accept this,

no wonder when i wore long pants or jeans looked so weird ):

38,

i hate u!!

can u become smaller??

35 ok?

or 36 i also can XD

pls r...

i wana on diet,

i wana control my appetite,

i wana eat less,

i wana exercise more;

but everytime i say i want to keep fit, on diet or whatever about lose weight,

i cannot persist it,

i will suddenly giv up,

haiz...

help me ):

this is my habit xp